for FINEally... i'm back!!!!!!!

So, I started housesitting at the castle on Saturday. I haven't had internet since then. It's been painful... But, today, Angela called me and gave me the password, so I am for FINALLY online!!!!! It's very sad how distraught I was over not being able to get online. This beast I had created was hungry and needed to be FED!!!! But, everyone is happy and healthy now; all bellies are full. And I can finally breathe a sigh of relief... ...Sad, huh? I know. I'm sorry...

Tomorrow is Halloween! We're having our "fall picnic" at work tomorrow. And, I'M dressing up as a PIRATE!!!!!!! I was gonna buy a costume, but... who wants to wear something everyone else in the city is also wearing?!?!?! So, I picked up a corset type tank from the store yesterday, and paired it with a bunch of other little things I had at my house. I think I'm a cross between punk rocker and pirate. So, I guess I'm a little punkrocker pirate - if there is such a thing. ....Well, as of tomorrow there will be! :) Pictures will be posted soon.

I'm sure everyone missed me not being able to post any blogs for like 4 days, but... you don't have to worry any more. I'm back! :)

Love you!

IT'S BEGINNING TO LOOK A LOT LIKE CHRISTMAS!!!!

okay, not really... especially with the torrential downpours we had tonight, but thank god for them - we needed the rain!!!! and the temperatures are way too warm for christmas.... BUT, christmas is my lead into new years which leads me to tell you about my plans for new years this year... i am going to.... NEW YORK CITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) yep!!!!! me, shawna, christian and dakota! we're all gonna be there! i can't wait!!!!!!! i finally get to see the christmas tree up close and personal @ rockefeller plaza and go ice skating. okay, who am i kidding???? i can't ice skate. i'll either be hugging the wall, or pancaking myself to the ground. :) but, it will be fun, and i can't wait!!!!! back in august, when shawna and i were there, we took the rockefeller tour and saw where they put the christmas tree every year. did you know they actually have a big bronze circle plate on the sidewalk that says christmas tree?!?!?!? yeah, it's kinda awesome. and now i get to really really really see it all come together! i can't *WAIT*!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) oh! *AND* we're gonna see WICKED on broadway!!!!!! i don't mean to make you guys jealous, but seriously... i'm just UBER happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

.you.

wish i could read to you what is haunting in my heart
but whenever i open my mouth, i suddenly forget how to read
my obsessions with speech and grammar are gone
because when i think of you, i can't speak; the words do not exist

i don't like you for doing this to me. for dulling me senses. my normalcies. i am different now. but i want to thank you.

not really sure how i feel about these? hrmf...

same pics. one's just out of camera; the other is grayscaled. ...hrmf... i just don't know...

OOOOOOFA LOOOOOOFA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, so today... We were celebrating the birthday of 3 of my coworkers; one being my boss. We were going to Bravo's. Reminder emails were sent out that we were leaving at 1145, to get our lunch on at noon.
I was gonna ride with Brooke and Lindsay. We leave. Everyone else is leaving... We all sit down at the restaurant. Food's coming out. And all a sudden we realize we're missing one person! ....MY BOSS!!!!! No one got her for her very own (shared) birthday lunch celebration!!!!!!!! It was *horr*ible!!! So, I try calling her @ the office, and on her cell. She doesn't answer either phone. I finally call someone at the office to see if she is still @ the office, annnnnnnnnd..... she was. OOOOOPS!!! So, I talk to her and tell her to come, because the food was just delivered. She insists that she's coming. Well, about 5 minutes later, she calls some ELSE to tell them that she's not coming afterall, and to just bring her food back. So, we do. I tell Brooke she's coming with me to give her the food, because there is strength in numbers, right?!?!? :) So, we give her her birthday lunch. Her back is to us, and we're like... Okay, here's your lunch darling. She was like... "mmmhmmm..." - Didn't even turn around to acKNOWLEDge us!!!! We told her we were sorry... yada yada. So, Brooke and I told her we were going to take her out and she was like no, this is fine. Thanks for taking me to my birthday lunch. The lunch was delicious. The company was great. Thanks a lot. ...Brooke and I wanted to bury ourselves...

In our defense though... there were several emails that went out, and she usually rides with another lady, so we just assumed she had a ride.

Hmmmmm... yeah. I am not a good person. :(

OH WHERE OH WHERE DID ALL MY HAIR GO????

SO, I GOT MY HAIR DONE LAST NIGHT. IT'S SHORT. REAL SHORT. SHORTER THAN I WANTED, BUT IT'LL GROW TO THE LENGTH I WANT IN ABOUT 2 WEEKS. I WENT PLATINUM AGAIN. THIS IS MY FINALLY HOO-RAH WITH PLATINUM. :( JUST CAUSE MY HAIR GROWS SO FAST, AND MY ROOTS START SHOWING WITHIN A WEEK. IF I KEEP THE MAINTENANCE UP, MY HAIR'S GONNA LOOK LIKE STRAW BEFORE MARCH. SO, AFTER THIS... I'M DOIN A NEW COLOR. WHAT COLOR? THAT'S FOR ME TO KNOW, AND YOU TO WAIT FOR! :) HOPE YOU LIKE IT!

rockstar detective...

so, today, i wore this cute little plaid suit to work. i got it from target. i love it and so did everyone else... well, lindsay seems to think i look very sherlock holmes in my get up. she requested that i go home, take a picture and post it. so, here you go. i took several. but, this one i thought was dark and mysterious. i think i could *sooooo* play a detective! :) what do YOU think????